Will be vs. am

Another cute little weed that's popped up in our lawn. I have no idea what it is, again.

I'm about to go try the easier ten minutes of meditation, although I'm obliged to do the scary thirty-minute variety two more times this week. Then I only have about thirty minutes before my kindergarten-age nephew comes over to spend six or seven hours with us. Next I only have about three more days before we go to the beach with my husband's family, then right after we get back I'm going to the publishing company for a short internship training. After that I only have three more days of not working, then the weekend, then I start my internship with the publishing company. I'll admit I'm nervous. Especially about how I'm going to get myself there and back. Parking is a big issue, and I'll need to use some public transport.

But here I am living thirty minutes from now all the way through two weeks from now. So I'm going to sit and meditate for ten minutes and be where I am, and not where I will be, or might be. Let's see if I can convince (gently!) my brain to stay with me.